Home life is difficult for me.I dont get along with my dad much.We are jus different he really dont know me like a father should.Me and my mom are good sometimes she jus takes my dads side alot..I think i made her mad when i said he will never be a father to me like my step dad was…becuase he doesnt know what to do with a child…All he does is work and drink……Thats all he never can a daughter father day…Before my mom got with him me and her was like best friends to i could talk to her..I feel like i cant talk to her now…I feel like she is not listening to what i say…iI feel like the only person that listens to what i have to say is my best friend Melinda…She is always there for me like last night she was at my house and she seen how i was being treated and she thinks i should move out..I dont really know what to do i try to ignore it and live there so i can finish hool and be something in this world…but its hard when you get treated like crap at home…i try to stay at friends house so i i dont have to go home i dont like it there much at all…

In the last month i have lost two pants sizes workin on loose more…Not to impress anyone..I am doing it to make me happy not anyone in this world….iI hate being unhappy…i will still be unhappy when i loose the wieght that i wanna loose because i will still be on the search for someone who is great which is my step dad well he is my ex step dad but step dad under my book…i live with my mom and my real dad…my dad is nothin like my step dad was to me…i will update you some more later…

Why do we always get hurt…It like they dont care how you feel at all…i get sick of it…I am tired of tryin to hide that i am hurt…I cant keep a fake smile on no longer….Well since you cant like me for who i am now i guess when i loose wieght you cant either….i wont be here when you come back to me…i will have given up…you can only hurt me so much till i will give up….i will jus have forgotin you and moved on by then…By next year you will regret all this….

this is write to zack griffin…

1. My name is Hilary Alexis Barry – Royal.
2. I was born on Feb.27,1993.
3. I was born at Ft. Rucker Hospital.
4. I was the last girl to be recieved in that hospital.
5. I live in Daleville, Alabama.
6. I lived here most of my life.
7. I attend Daleville Middle School.
8. I am in the 8th grade.
9. I should be in the 9th but things happened.
10. I got my 1st first kiss this year by Zachary Griffin.
11. I am an only child.
12. I met my real dad when i was six years old.
13. I had a really great step dad name Mike.
14. My besties friend is my mom.
15. My mom`s name is Jackie Louise Barry
16. My dad`s name is Kevin Dewight Royal.
17. I have two last names..
18. I love nascar..
19. My first three friends were Gregory,Devin, and Kalyn.
20. I`m Irish,Candian,and American.
21. I had my heart broken really bad this year.
22. My first pet was a girl dog name Jordan.
23. She got hit by a car 9 years ago on my mom b-day.
24. My pet now is a pug named Sassy.
25. I started walking in the Dothan Mall when i was 9 months old.
26. My goal is to get skinny again.
27. My dream is to finish High school and go to College to be someone in this world..
28. The first person I crushed on was Justin Gatlin in the 1st grade.
29. The first person I dated was Collin Griffin in the 5th grade.
30. The person I like at this moment is Zachary Griffin.
31. I am single at this moment.
32. My most favorite Aunt is my Aunt Kim.
33. I love sports.
34. I am A mommy`s girl.
35. I have been to alot of states..
36. I wanna visit Hawii one day.
37. I wanna hear from my step daddy and tell him i love him..
38. The worst thing that happened to me was loosing my step dad out of my life.
39. My best friend is Melinda Tyler Brewer..
40. When i get older i wanna live in Kentucky.
41. I HATE DRAMA.!
42. My favorite subject is Math.(not this year because of my teacher)
43. I am striaght.
44. I am about 5′6″ or 5′7″.
45. My favorite sport is softball.
46. I wanna have kids someday.
47. I have lived with my friend Kalyn before.
48. I am a Christian.
49. I love to think about the things that are goin on in my life and in this world.
50. I love myspace.
51. Ilisten to country music some other kinds to.
52. I love muddin.
53. I love chevy`s.
54. My first vechial will be a truck.
55. I am a Country Girl.
56. I love boys.
57. I love to Flirt.
58. My Zodiac Sign is Pisces.
59. I love takin pics of me…
60. I have never broke a bone in my body.
61. I have only had one cavity.
62. My Favorite food is Steak.
63. I love my Family…
64. I have a big family..
65. I wear a size 10 or 11 in shoes..
66. I wear a large in shirts..
67. My Favorite drink is Dr. Pepper.
68. The best thing that ever happen to me is meeting my friends that i have…
69. I have great friends..
70. My most important thing is my castle ring that is 14k that my nanny got me.
71. I am popular..
72. My favorite teacher is Miss Avery..
73. I live in a Trialor..
74. I have lived in houses too..
75. I love Make – Up..
76. My face is my favorite about my face..
77. i have met great people in life that gave me great tips.
78. I have no regrets in my life.
79. That is 78 facts about Me..!!